I've been thinking of you all day and all night. I think about all the times we've been together and the way you make me smile. Your happiness means so much to me and I can't help but smile when you smile. I love being with you and being able to hold you in my arms. But when I can't, I hold you in my mind.
I start to drift away... I'm sitting by my self and noone is around me. I wonder to myself... why do I feel alone? While I was thinking I noticed something like a shadow and it was coming my way. Although I didn't know what it was I feel I've known already. It kept coming closer and started to take the shape of a girl. She kept coming closer as I felt a calmness spread over my whole body. I know this girl and her loving smile, it was you. I ran toward you as fast as I could and then we met. I embraced you with a hug and a kiss and held on tight not letting go. I was so happy to see you. As I looked at you and you looked at me, you gave me a smile that made me warm inside. And when I am with you I feel like nothing else matters as it all passes me by. My mind soars with such a great feeling and I never want to let go of you. Everything I've ever wanted and need is right in the hold of my arms. With you I'm not alone. But wait... I'm starting to feel cold. My arms dropped to my side and I opened my eyes. You were gone. My smile starts to die as my stomach drops below my feet. Tears start to stream out of my eyes and roll down my horror stricken face. I've lost all reason to be happy and Im filled with saddness and discomfort. You just seemed to vanish and I miss you so dearly. I stand in my state of disbelief and not being able to take it I scream your name as I break down crying. My whole world starts to crumble around me. The sun stops shining as the sky turns black. I close my eyes never to see again and die in peace.
I thought of you and when we were together. I was so happy and you were everything I had to look forward to. And now I have nothing. I think I am going mad and I start to lose it as I hear your voice. I heard you calling my name. I heard it once more and I awoke opening my eyes. There you were! With tears in my eyes I said your name and reached up to wrap my arms around you and I love you and that you mean everything to me. You smile and lean down and tell me, "everything is gonna be alright, Im here. I love you too and I will never let you go. You had a bad dream."
"But now I know how much I truely need you. Without you I am nothing. I love you"
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Last edited by Saruni on 02-17-2009 at 05:14:20 PM.
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